Thursday, March 23, 2006

gazing

i feel better now. with my handy-dandy schedule, i'm able to focus on my work more properly without becoming too bogged down with thoughts. every once in a while, however, when work loses its hold on me, i suddenly begin to stare deeply into space, with memories flashing across my mind, playing itself as if it happened just yesterday.. i literally lose myself in a matter of minutes, intensely gazing at my notes yet not registering anything. when i finally awake from my daydreaming, i wonder where i am.