Tuesday, December 27, 2005

lord, i need you

Last night was a night of revelations. I knew it was an inevitable occurence, and had long prepared myself for whatever was to come. Yet I've realised that no matter how much I tell myself that I am ready, when it hits, its effect is unstoppable. It was as though a knife had pierced straight into my heart and the bleeding that ensues is an excruciating continuous pain. On the surface, I was a picture of calm and composure, but only God knows the immensity of the pain and suffering that churns deeps within me. And I can't stop it...

Lord, forgive the sins of humanity, including me.